Again with the lack of sleep

Omg.
I'm so tired.
Jasper is gassy ( yeast? Gluten? Wheat?).
Jasper is teething.
Jasper is not sleeping.
Checking the archives to see when Hunter started sleeping through the night, was a bad idea. (18-22 months)
Tyler is home which is amazing and wonderful, except it also means I cannot let Jasper cry in his crib (also our bedroom).
I am at the point of over tired when I cannot get my brain to slow down when I do get a chance to sleep.
I'm not good when I'm this tired. Snappy, angry, irrational.
I cannot seem to emphasize to Tyler how tired I am. "nap? You don't need a nap."
Some small part of my brain knows this will pass: hunter sleeps through the night.
But the larger part is trapped in the fear that this is never going to end. I will never get out of this fatigue fog, and that is a really terrifying thought.
Jesus, I'm tired.
S




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